Harry you certainly looked happy in the pics, likewise your pets, Your sadness is more than understandable, but take comfort in all the happiness your lizards brought you, and remember you deserve to be happy.
Tragic circumstances touch all our lives, but the human spirit is strong and you will be happy again.
Dont give up, somewhere there are more chams, each with there own special character, waiting to fill the void.
Our life is long, cham life is short, but each one special and unique, and though you may not feel so now,
The joy a pet brings while its with you, outweighs the sadness of their passing in time.
Very best wishes,
Dan