Oh Jann, this is awful luck for you. Everyone can see just by looking at him what a beautiful and gentle guy Padre was, and how comfortable he was sitting on your head. It will take a long time for this to really sink in, I hope that making this lovely tribute has helped.
I also hope you get some babies from those eggs to in some way give you something back for your devotion (and so we can see more great Parsons pictures from you in future). RIP Padre.