I know what you mean. I accidentally came across the last video I took of him the day he got out of the yard. I cried for hours....he died because of me

. I try not to think about it, but it still hurts. Looking at Pickles and holding him, gives me peace and knowing that I save him from neglect & certain death. Something good did come out of an awful situation for me & for you too

We have new little ones that need us to care for them.