I have been awol and i apologize profusely. I am saddened by this but i know how hard you worked for him and how much you have prepared. Thank you for all of what you have done for us here at CF. I enjoy our interaction. Dont let this stop you from moving forward. If you keep critters, shit happens. You were not neglecting him or his care. You are a nurturer by nature and encourage you to move forward with you Chameleon keeping. Continue to learn and try again. As a father of 3, i know what it is to sacrifice. If there is anything my family can do to help, please ask. I missed the GoFundMe and i would still like to help.