I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how it feels to lose people and animals you love, especially after this past year for me. I could tell from your threads that you were doing everything you could, and when people gave you advice you took it and used it to benefit your Cham. Chameleons can be tricky reptiles to keep, I'm sure you've learned a lot, and if you ever get another one there's a whole forum of people to support you.