I feel so sorry for you. Losing a pet you love is always so hard. i am moving this thread to the forum it should be in. Where we say good bye to our pets. Your duck may not be a cham, but you loved her and lose her. RIP ducky.
I had a pet duck when I was about 8. Just a regular white duck. I called her quacky (I was 8 ok). We lived in town and ducks poop everywhere. Finally my mom had us take her or to some friends in the county who raised ducks. I missed her so much.