Thank you all for your support, your advice and holding a space for us. That was the hardest thing I’ve been through and I’ve been through a lot. Have been second guessing myself like crazy but I think I did the right thing. The vet took some samples from his elbow and I should hear something (I hope). I took him home to bury and looked myself. It was oozing yellow pus and white strange strain looking stuff was deep within his elbow, I am unsure if that was from where his doctor pulled or if that was formation. I am hoping to get confirmation on his findings but am trying to be patient. The receptionist told me after cutting him open I made the right choice so I am sitting with that. I plan on writing a blog with everything that’s been happening these last 4 months, pictures and what I feel I did wrong since he was a wee one to adulthood. Maybe sharing his early symptoms up to o this month will help someone else too.