There is a name for what you are doing. In psychiatric circles it's referred to as "projecting". It is the applying of internal ideas or values upon an external source. I blaim the media for brainwashing us with these corrosive misperceptions and self conscious paranoids. I sometimes obsess about my weight. I'll be honest, let's just say I am a little chubby myself. But I eat very healthy. I just eat a lot. I then frequently get a desire to like, say get MORE healthy, and like maybe I should exercise or run, or lose some weight, and so I weigh myself and I'm like Jeeeeze, I'm actually fat. I weigh like 225 again. 10 years ago I was 180. My god. But still, I run 2 miles every morning. I don't think it's about watching your pounds so closely like that and obsessing over targets. People and Chameleons should just focus on maintaining a balance of a healthy diet, low stress, a little exercise, and to be sure make sure your tail is a little chubby, it's really a good sign and I think it's hot anyway. beauty is in the eye of the beholder.