I'm sorry for your loss. Its good you understand the need of money before you should get another one, I hope things look up for you in the near future so that you can afford a little boy.
Denverbug is right, no need to feel sorry! I was just telling the story in the hopes that others would be able to save babies if they were ever in the same boat with an egg bound female that didnt make it. If her eggs werent fertile then thee was certainly no need to cut her open! Let her rest in peace and im sorry you lost your cool little bug zapper.