Jill<3

[okiroo]

my female pygmy spectrum has laid herself down and either passed away or will be doing so very soon. im going to prepar her box tonight and burry her in the morning. she was my WC gravid female i bought at the anderson repticon show. i know she probally wuddnt make it but tried my best to get her back on her feet. i put a criket in her mouth the other day. she painfully ate it than threw it up. Her tummy turned compleatly black and she might have died from egg binding. the male hoesntly looks sad and he has turned darker sence she died/is dieing. i wont touch her so im not shure is shes 100% dead yet.

hopefully this wont be the end to me trying to breed these. i may buy more females and try again but i need a little time to get over this. im just glad she wont be in pain anymore.

ps- i've decided agiasnt cutting her open for eggs. shes gone through enough and i cant bring myself to violate her any further.


R.I.P little jill :'(
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[K9Luvn]

Awe I am so deeply sorry to hear about your little Jill. I know you heart must be breaking. She will be at peace and no longer suffer. I know your heart will take time to heal though. Please know my thoughts are with you.

 

[suzi]

I am really sorry I have had to deal with that and it is very sad are you sure you don't want to try and save the babies?

 

[okiroo]

Awe I am so deeply sorry to hear about your little Jill. I know you heart must be breaking. She will be at peace and no longer suffer. I know your heart will take time to heal though. Please know my thoughts are with you.

thankyou so much that means alot to me.

I am really sorry I have had to deal with that and it is very sad are you sure you don't want to try and save the babies?

i dont think i could even if i wanted to. i've been debating and i dont think i can bring myself tot cut her open. i've thought of it like this- if i save the babies her sacrafice wont be a waste; however, if i cut her open and take them away im takeing the only thing she held dear and gave her life for and i'll also be cutting her open and that really bothers me. it's a really horrible decision either way. i want to save the babies if their are any but i dont think i can :'( they can all go to cham hevan together and be in peace.

 

[jannb]

So very sad. I am sorry for Jill and so sorry that you are going through this.

 

[okiroo]

thankyou jann, shes in her little box now.

 

[danibug23]

Ohh nooo i was scared of finding this post im so deeply sorry.

 

[suzi]

My deepest sympathies Okiroo

 

[okiroo]

Ohh nooo i was scared of finding this post im so deeply sorry.

its ok. i feel better now that i dont see her suffer

My deepest sympathies Okiroo

thankyou, i actually feel ok now that i know shes in a better place.

 

[Draco1702]

Really sorry for your loss

 

[okiroo]

Really sorry for your loss

thankyou for your condolences.

 

[Hoj]

so sorry, im sure she is in a good place now

 

[okiroo]

so sorry, im sure she is in a good place now

thats what i keep telling myself. i always know she cuddnt be happyer now. no pain or stress just goodness

 

[Supergirl]

Sorry for your loss RIP Jill

 

[okiroo]

Sorry for your loss RIP Jill

thankyou for your condolences